Breaking down multiple times a day.
generousKitten6660
August 12th, 2025
Nothing is getting better. Some things change but most stays the same.
My own mother told me that I was choosing to be this way and that only reminded me that talking to her wasn’t an option. So now I feel even more alone and upset. I miss my group, but now they’re gone. I can barely leave my bed and wish I didn’t exist.
brightAcres9027
August 13th, 2025
I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. I feel the same way. I keep going because I trust that God has a plan, but it's really hard to wait to see what that is and to know what to do with myself while I wait. It's hard to talk about it though because it's largely just feeling terrible without much explanation. Do you have lots of negative thoughts or get overwhelmed with emotions?