THE NERVOUSA™ my FRENCH ARISTOCRAT ENCOUNTER™
Incapable, work I love working, getting pills regulated are important; also getting home; in a country which I typically do not rent in; I am an international renter; my rent is usually $4,995.00; there must be over spending since the rent is thousands less, my nervousa ™ matter and the delirium is showing; Folie deux I suffer from; people try to isolate with me, thank gosh for quarantine; the delusion of social acceptance and approval of men further dependency; after the 60's drugs such as marijuana and alcohol which where not [taken in moderation]™ show other dependency, the burden of conversation™, and converse™ are far off with baggage people try to force in social groups over drinks not much dinner; overbearing, I do not handle and overwhelming create panting and in reality I run; the idea of blocking me from the exit warrants a fight, most times verbal, my (lightheadedness)™ I have unconsciousness™; Folie deux; a dependency hidden from upper middle class BILLS, MONEY, CLOTHES & PILLS; I WORK, not unchecked but not less than 60 hours a week without stopping, a dependency for more, MONEY & LUXURY, my phone goes unanswered decades, at least 4 fold the need for attention and social acceptance, an apartment away just does not work, I LOVE AN ESCAPE
Hi @selfdisciplinedmedic9227
I hope I understood the post correctly.
The need for more money, luxury and external acceptance must be tough... hugs
What is an escape for you? a freedom from the needs? And how are you going to make sense of it?
Hang in there 🍀 we're on this journey together 🙂
♡ Chérie
_____________Kindly note this is not an advixe in anyway ♡