What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
I need to unsubscribe from.threads before I go a bit ballistic...
That I have alienated my friends to the point that hanging out with them online during this quarantine isn't even an option :(
That I have caused my best friend so much pain that she no longer speaks to me let alone acknowledges my existence :( and she likely hates me and wouldn't care if I died tomorrow..
Will be 4 years next month that we have been estranged and it is all my fault :(
@lycan9826
I can relate to this so much. My senior year of college, I had an argument with my best friend. The whole group of friends sided with this person. She sent me a brief text, and we basically agreed to let it go and go our separate ways. After this, we stopped talking. I have never been so close to someone my entire life, so the pain was rough. Inevitably, that friendship took so much out of me that I do not let anyone get that close to me anymore. It's been 4 years, and I've made friends since, but I do not talk with anyone as deeply as I talked to my former friend. Anyways, I hope you feel at least a little better in knowing that you're not alone in feeling that way. I hope someday, we can recover fully from these feelings. Don't beat yourself up.
I hate myself because even when I know what I want I'm often afraid to do anything about it
@lazyKatz
So raise about your fears mylove❤❤❤
@GreenAndRedBoat
Above.
.drunlen mispellings❤😊😉🤗
@lazyKatz
Afraid is good and a safe place to be
@lazyKatz
Yes, so be afraid mylove😔😔😔
I knew you can never reason with cats...
@lazyKatz
Wise thinkinking❤
@lazyKatz
words to think about,
Thinking will not overcome fear but action will.............
dont be afraid, it will be ok!
@lazyKatz
words to think about,
Thinking will not overcome fear but action will.............
dont be afraid, it will be ok!
I feel like I'm trapped in a bubble of what I've become. I've become practically alien to the people that are close to me. Life used to be so simple, and then boom I'm bisexual, I'm trans, I like this new band, I hate myself, and now I'm scared to even reach my hand through the bars. My friends are understanding, but I fear the moment I become too complicated they'll leave.
Everything.
Some days I feel like I hate everything. The way I look, the way I act, the way I feel, I hate it all. I have tried to work on it for years but I'm never satisfied with my life and I always feel like I take one step forward and 10 steps back. It's tough to hate yourself.
Everything right now
I don't know what am I doing and what do I want to do😔
i hate my sadness
@sadlori same here. But sadness is healthy, as long as it's not a constant thing. It helps us grow ad apprecuate the better times. It teaches us and helps us become better people. If you had no sadness, you would not be human.
Hope this helps :)
Hide food, binge eat. A secret.
@dancinggirl2
What stresses you to seek refuge in calming with binge eating?
@GreenAndRedBoat, binge eating doesn't calm me. I hate myself and can't stop. But thank you.
@dancinggirl2
I'm so sorry about that...😔😔😔 (myself I binge eat when I try to calm myself...)
@GreenAndRedBoat, thank you. Hugs
@dancinggirl2
🤗...😔
