What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
Thay I have made enough mistakes and have alienated many in my life that now everyone essentially avoids me and my best friends believe im a monster and a horrible person, no matter what I do or say :(
@lycan9826
Don't you worry about that! Thing will get better soon. You're not a monster, just made a big mistake! You're mistakes may hurt you but don't you worry! Try to calm down take a deep breath and then start it again. Try to get your friends back slowly and make them think you're not a terrible person. I'm sure they also makes mistakes and they can do big mistakes too, so just try to let the pain out and build your life back again! If you can't do that alone then we here to help you! We love you here
I hate that no matter how carefully I plan to do something it all falls apart when I question why it's important enough to attempt it.
Honestly I basically feel like I hate everything about myself. I haven't taken care of my body or my soul in years and it's really starting to show. I'm overweight, depressed, have a very poor self-esteem, I haven't even gotten a haircut in more than two years because I just don't care anymore. I don't buy myself any new clothes because I'm hideous and fat. I honestly despise every cell in my body but mostly the ones in my brain.
I hate that I don't even understand my depression anymore. I get surprised when I have a particularly flat, yet unemotional response to something that used to make me happy, then get annoyed when I realize that the depression hasn't lifted as much as I once thought.
I hate that I am never good enough. Not for my parents. Not for my siblings or even my friends. Not even for myself. And every time I look at myself, I just see how much of a disappointment I am.
I hate how the way I feel about myself lately Ive been really dragging myself down on everything ,the way I look like mostly which Ive never been the type to really judge myself but now everytime I look in the mirror or get ready I want to cry cause I feel so ugly to myself.I hate how when I get sad or depressed I shut myself out like going ghost mode on everyone I dont want to talk to anyone about the way I feel cause they never help.I hate that I go through this I wish I could have a regular happy teenage experience like everyone else at school I hate that I cant feel connected to everyone else I guess
I hate everything. I hate that I can't find happiness. I hate that I'm the one suffering. I hate that I'm not enough for myself and I can't bring myself to look at the mirror without disappointment and hatred.
I hate that I constantly struggle with depression, anxiety and resentment. It stinks. :(
I hate when I make myself vulneribal, I do not know how it is viewed by the receiver.
hate myself for being so emotional after parting our ways , i know i shouldn't behaving this way for him i JUST can't help myself .
