What do you hate about yourself?

I hate that regardless of the reason I always feel sad. I hate that whenever someone shows some love and care, I feel like crying because I am not worth that love. I know it's just my head that keeps playing this games with me but it is so painful that sometimes I don't know if I am good or a bad person. That is why I feel like crying every time I get a meaninful hugh from someone that means the world to me.

I hate how I can't have confidence. I can't root myself in anything and the guilt I feel even when I am not wrong crushes me for weeks after. How dare I think about myself. How dare I think I'm worth considering.

I hate how I always tell people when disasters will happen, they don't listen, disaster happens, they promise next time they will listen, except they don't.

I hate how I'm constantly freaking out to the point where I'm always hysterical, it's annoying to live like that and I regret being that way with the people I care about

I hate how slow I am It takes me so much longer to complete the simplest of tasks I hate being a burden on other and that's all I think I am at work. I just know that they would fire if they could. And I have no confidence in finding a new job because I'm so slow I'll just probably get fire in my first 90 days........

I hate myself for the thick poisonous tar of anger thats been boiling inside me constantly for the last few weeks, and how much of it I spit at those I love dearly because the sick part of me that feeds off that tar loves to inflict pain onto others as much as possible. I hate that I can't get rid of it no matter how hard I try, and I feel like a pathetic mess that can't seem to do anything right anymore.

i hate that i can't ever express myself, there's always some kind of problem with something i'm doing or how i feel. like they tell me to go slow and feel my pain but then if i feel something that hurts them or have mood swings or am confused, i'm supposed to skip that stage? Like i'm not trying to do anything right now

I hate how i can only dwell on the things i hate about myself. I hate how I've come so far, yet cannot give myself any credit. I hate that i realize this, and it hasn't changed. I hate how i can lift others by saying things i believe to be true, but can't listen to myself at times.

oh boy. thisll be a fun thread to add to.

i hate my past and present self. i hate my future self too. my past self was ignorant and stupid. i messed up so much back then, through my ignorance and selfishness.

who i am now, i hate greatly as well. i hate how i yell at people, i hate that i cant get up on time for things, i hate the way i talk and act, i hate my jokes, my voice, my personality. everything is bad. its just so much. i hate how prideful and selfish i am, i hate i cant be as loving as i want to be, i hate that im like this.

why am i like this?

My anxious behavior. I can no longer go to school... And nobody understands me, not even my family. I'm really a mess