Already Had a 7cups account
I'm at a low point. Fear I might lose my relationship. Relapses. Drinking. SH. I don't have the support I need so I went to GPT to recommend me self-help websites. Had no idea what I already had an account for 7cups when I was setting up my profile.
It's weird... how that angsty teenage me still shares the same sentiment I do near my 30s.
It makes me wonder if I truly am growing, or am I stuck in a loop of successes and failures.
@Smile4mepls mental health can definetly make us feel stuck🙁 and relapses will happen there will be bad days along with the good💖 I'm sorry your struggling so badly with all this 🙁 think back to your teenage years and think of all the good things that has happened since then, hopefully then you can see how far you've come in life and all the good things you have 💖 hugs you tightly 💖
@Tinywhisper11
Thank you for the hugs. I really appreciate you for commenting on my other posts too.
It's a classic cause of an episode kicking me down, but I'm doing what I can.
Been working on my diet and exercising more often. There's still hiccups like spirals but they don't last as long nowadays.
Maybe I'll be able to see my future again in a couple of days.
Cheers
I am right there with you..
@missmariah11
I have to remember that kid-me was suffering, too.
The realization of seeing older posts is a splash of cold water.
Makes me see the progress before then and now, because I know I am leagues better than I was back then.
I'm still suffering, and I will continue to suffer. But at least I can acknowledge past me and thank her for all her hard work for getting me to where I am now.
So thanks, angsty teenage me. You were unhinged and cringey but turned out to be (sorta) okay.
Least I can do is keep going for her.
I am right there with you..
If it helps I'm right in the same boat. I'm way better than how I was as a teenager but still struggle with relapses.
It's a journey I guess and we're all just figuring things out. Something that helps me is to know I'm not alone in this, and I hope that can be something that eases your mind too.
Sending virtual hugs!!
