Am I really worth...good things?
I am 18 ,at a point where...my other friends gave entrances,are getting into good Universities.
And me me I was lost , didn't know what to choose made bad options,some mistakes in college admission application,now I am left with a few unis ,very high amount,no scholarship.
Everyone seems to be moving on,why am I the only one stuck?
Since many days ,no maybe months I have been crying, having thoughts of ending these cycles but here am I trying to live with a single ounce of hope no just stress.
Why does this happen to me?
Or is it a punishment or is it what I deserve
Do i not deserve to be happy?
@gentleWatermelon8652
You absolutely deserve to be happy 💛
And it's important you see that and all you can do now is leave the past where it belongs and work towards getting to a better place and it might take a different path now, but it doesn't mean you can't get there 💛
But it's so hard
you deserve to happy , and trust yourself it's just the chapter not whole book, I know right now it may seems like things re not falling in the right places , everything's messy but dear everything will be alright at the end of the day nd for that you have to be strong , it's alright don't dwell on the past mistakes and move forward and do all the things that you can do in your hand , trust yourself, universe have better plans for you 💗🫂
I don't know.
@gentleWatermelon8652 see honey dont compare yourself with your friends , what you want nd what your frens what re different things , remember everyone is aiming for different things , different courses , search the things , dont give up , youll find something
*HUGS*
I wish I could but I really don't know what to do
What course to take
It's so hard
Everything seems out of my hand
My parents want me do something else
I don't know what I am capable of
And within a month college admission will stop
I don't want to take a bad route
you deserve to happy , and trust yourself it's just the chapter not whole book, I know right now it may seems like things re not falling in the right places , everything's messy but dear everything will be alright at the end of the day nd for that you have to be strong , it's alright don't dwell on the past mistakes and move forward and do all the things that you can do in your hand , trust yourself, universe have better plans for you 💗🫂
@gentleWatermelon8652 i felt relatable to your thoughts i passed through a similar situation i chose a major then regret it i spent all my 1st years thinking of changing it ,it is not my place i should drop out repeating my univ entrance exam but after that i chosed a master degree that somehow i found it interresting degree you may hate something for now but ends up good for u but if it really feels heavy u can repeat the enterance exam you are still young life doesnt end up for 2 year
The thing is I am not able to find a major
My scores are low
The fees is so high
I am only putting burden on everyone around
I wish something good will happen
But everyone...
Everyone even the people who used to come to me for filling up forms got a good college but me...
I am the only odd one out