Aware
Im aware now of what my problem is for a while I tried convincing myself i didnt have one but thats sadly untrue
I cannot deal with the reality that I was born in so to counter that I wake up everyday and my forst thought is what can I take today that will make me feel like I’m not here or just gets me fked up i don’t understand myself it’s like I love to self sabotage my *** life I honestly dk how much longer writing my thoughts down here is going to help
@nobodysfavourite
I hope you continue to post stuff here..
I'm sorry to hear you don't wish to accept your reality and your sabotaging and hiding from this reality.
You have a right to be upset at the way things are.. Your feelings are valid and the fact is the world is very screwed up..
I hope things improve in your life, I know it can be challenging..🌲
Thank you ash I really appreciate the words and I will try my best to keep posting but really thank u
@nobodysfavourite
Your welcome, it's reassuring that your still trying..🌲
I would like us to talk
sure I guess what about ?
I feel you. You are numb you don't anything to do with the outside world you have nothing to feel or love. But trust me you have to love someone you have to be seen you must feel anything you are important you're valuable. Even if you think you have no one to love you now. There will be someone who can hold you and never let go he/she will come and help you get up but she/he have to find you not too broken to be easier to left you up and walk you deserve light you deserve love you deserve to be seen and heard
I thank you for your words and kindness but I honestly think Im like an actual mistake Im just saying like there actually is no way I was supposed to be here ive seen it in my actions and ability’s but thank you for your kindness stranger
why do you think this way?
