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I don't know how to feel anymore. I thought I was ok, but I keep slowly falling apart piece by piece. I have hobbies and interests, and there's a future I'd like to be a part of. But nothing makes sense. There's always been a piece of me that would rather not be here. I could never bring myself to end it, but I desperately want to get rid of everything about me. But I know people care about me, I know that they would be in pain if I left. I don't want to hurt them. I want them to be happy.
@ih55 I'm sorry you feel this way. Unfortunately it is something people have to face when they meet depression. I'm glad you reached for support here and it is incredibly valuable that you know you loved by people around you and that have hobbies to get involved with. I can relate to feelings you are sharing here, it feels at times hopeless and grim. I want to ensure you that feelings and emotions are not everlasting, even when it does not seem this way. Feel free to chat me (or any other listener) for support or you also can get more equipped person to help you, check 7 Cups therapists 7cups.com/online-therapy
Hmm I have similar feelings.
I am not totally sure of anything either.
Can we just look deep within ourselves and accept everything for how it is? Can we look deep within ourselves and love ourselves. Do we have the capability to do this for ourselves? I think so, I see it in flashes. We can have total acceptance for what is
All the best