Can't sleep

@neonKiwi8070

You can make it through.

You can heal.

It's not always easy.

But your life, your contribution, you matter 🩷

Don't forget it 🩷

@neonKiwi8070

What you wrote doesn't sound like someone who is beaten down. That voice is someone who is aware, and being aware is energy.

To be clear, depression is loud. It can cover the sky with ash and say that it will stay that way. This feeling tells me something powerful, though, that you can say, "These thoughts are not the truth." There is still a steady flame inside you. There is a spark, not a flicker.

Wanting to start your own business or make something with your name and mission on it is realistic. That's the goal. Every building we see today started out as an idea in the mind of someone who didn't have any money, a clear plan, or much faith. The beginning is always like being in the dark. That means there is a way.

You are not alone in this turbulent journey. You feel heavy because you care a lot about your life. That is not a sign of weakness; it shows that you want something and are hungry for meaning. And being hungry can make things happen.

The whole stairwell doesn't need to be lit up. There is still one more task to complete. One small thing. Talking to someone. One thought down. It takes time to build momentum.

Also, pay attention: the voice that tells you life isn't worth the fight is ignorance. This is the sound of exhaustion. You can take care of exhaustion. You can deal with fear. But the part of you that still hopes? That part is true.

You are not powerless. You are in the midst of changing. In addition, growing is rarely easy, but it is truly living.