Depression,derealization

I’ve tried so many things. I even started boxing again. I’m not sure if it’s helping. I just don’t have a clear sense of reality anymore. I can’t see things the way I used to—trees, the sky, people… it all feels like a dream. Time keeps passing, days go on endlessly, and yet I still carry a little hope in my heart that I’ll get better.

It’s been two years since I moved to another country. I really miss my family, but I don’t think that’s the only reason I feel this way, because it’s been more than two years that I’ve been like this. I’ve tried a lot, talked to many people, just trying to wake myself up… but no matter how hard I tried, nothing ever worked.

Still, I hold on to the hope that one day I’ll feel better, be better, and be happy again.