Disgusted by my existence!!
Nothing seems to be going well, i hate my life.
I can't stop worring... I've been recently blamed for few stuffs n i think i deserve it. yet i can't fix Myself.
I can't feel at ease anymore. I'm restless.
I lost everything. nothing remain's than my aching heart.
I can't stop making those mistakes I'm constant with. comparision killing my inside n out up away...
Oh god, what do i even do... it's hurting so much, I'm afraid n alone.
This cruelity is way too much now, i can't Endure it.
No way, I'm just unbelievably disgusting.
Idk, I can't really do this.... the fear wasn't losing it grip. My chest hurts, i lost my interests over anything anymore.
I can't really Endure this....is that i don't deserve any goodness? kindness? any Little bit of peace? the embrace I'm craving for eternally?
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
You are absolutely not disgusting!
That's the last time I wish to hear you describe yourself in those terms 💚
We all make mistakes and you are human.
We are struggle and have insecurities but at the core you are a kind, warm, capable person who needs to see this and believe in herself 💚
@Amanda84 Thank you Amanda, for ur lovely support. I'm being totally negative lately... can't really figure out what's going on with me.
I'm being treated by cruelity, it's been pushing me all the way down :(
No one is be by side here, no support... only hurtful, stabbing word's remains instead.
Thank you for being there for me ❤️, Hope i can be able to see what y'all can in me. 💗
Hugs 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 You are not alone in this, please don't give up. I know how much it hurts, and what you said is true, you deserve kindness, love and a warm embrace💞 We all make mistakes, I promise. It's our first time living, it is only natural. So please don't beat yourself up over them. I', telling you, one day you will get them, there will be people who celebrate and cherish you. Until then, please hang on. You have me, you have all of us on here. I'm here for you no matter what, never forget that🤗
@IvoryNotes
Hey Ivory...❤️
Thank you so much for ur kind n warm support for me, it mean's a lot 💝.
Yeah, I'm looking for all that... but despair enough. hope things will ease up soon, Thank you for being there for me....💝.
I've been came across ur supportive post's to ppl's here, I'm so grateful for u being supportive. I genuinely love it... Ppl's like you help us to light up soul. 😊 Keep up Sweetie 💞
I'm so Glad to have apart the community. 😊💗
Sending lots of love and blessings ur way ❤️
Hugs 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9 Thank you, I'm doing as much as I can and it is my at most pleasure If made you feel at least a little bit understood😊
@IvoryNotes Aww <3 My pleasure 💜 Applaud you'r graceful help around the community 💗
Sending lots of love and blessings ur way 💗
Hugs 🤗
