Feeling Numb- seasonal, life…boundaries-what’s going on??!o
Feeling restless but wanting to sleep more and not get done the tasks I need to. I am doing them little by little but it feels not enough. And have a family member who is going through a health thing who has mental health issues too and they are constantly calling and I’m not in the mindset or don’t had the spoons to deal- I told them I can talk or call back if they call one time in a day. But due to their mental health/aging /memory they are not following this. And I don’t wish to be harsh, or feel like I need to justify my boundaries and what I can give. I’m helping in the ways I am able to. And I guess feeling a little lost or like the rest of my family is not really seeing where I’m at, as I’m dealing with a lot right now personally too aside from this. I kinda feel like I just want to completely shut down. Does this make sense? It’s hard to take care of myself right now let alone anyone else. But like I said I’m helping from afar as I can.
@gregariousGrapefruit7800 awww honey I'm sorry🙁 trying to do your best for others while your struggling so bad is not easy🙁 but your clearly doing more than most would at this time which you should be very proud of💖 you need to think of yourself right now though, please be kind to yourself and take a break from it all (if possible) gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 we are all here for you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 should I go to a community social event? Initially was looking forward to it as I do love social time. I consider myself a social introvert or ambivert. But then considering I may need to bring something, not sure if I’m up for the spoons. Or should just go for the social time as usually that helps me feel better. Kind of overthinking it.
@gregariousGrapefruit7800 it sounds like fun 💖 you should definitely go💖💖💖
