Feeling stuck at my grandmother's place
Here we go I'm back again and I've been holding this feeling in since I was 14 so here I go (sorry for the bad grammar I wrote it fast)
I'm 17 years old almost 18, and I've been feeling lonely and hopeless.
I have no irl friends I've never had any, and I feel like I'm wasting my life, I can't go out because of the living situation my grandmother put me in. Even when I'm 18, going out still won't be easy due to the situation.
It feels like my life is going nowhere no matter what I do, I want to get a job so I can start saving up to leave my grandmother's place, but I feel like I'll never leave here. I feel stuck, and I've lost hope.
It's like my grandmother tries to keep me here, she said she'll kick me out if I ever get a job, and I don't have any other place to go.
I don't know what to do I'm tired, and I'm trying to learn programming to get a job in secret, but I don't know It feels like it'll never work.
I just want to give up.
@shyWalker5389
I’m really sorry to hear what you’re going through. It sounds incredibly tough to feel so lonely and stuck, especially with your living situation. It’s understandable to feel overwhelmed when it seems like there’s no way out.
You’ve been carrying this feeling since you were 14 and it’s a lot to bear. It’s great that you’re trying to learn programming as a way to create some opportunities for yourself. That shows a lot of determination, even if it feels daunting right now.
It’s okay to feel tired and overwhelmed—just know that you’re not alone in this. There’s always a way forward, even if it feels hard to see right now💛
Thank you it's been hard to keep going
Remember, it’s okay to take things one step at a time.
