Feeling tired of existing
Yeah just feeling tired of existing right now. Life feels so weird and sad. I feel like disocoated from the world and everything just feels really weird for me. I don't wanna feel like I'm being judged by people either or feel like I'm a bad person. I feel like I'm trying to be a good person but sometimes I just don't have the energy to put in the effort, I don't know.
@RaspberryRaptor Feeling judged when you are this low energy is very difficult.
It’s ok to need a break sometimes. However it sounds like maybe you are more tired of performing for others expectations while silencing your own voice.
What are the things that matter to you? I imagine you might feel it’s nothing. I would hope it would be because of how tired you are. Could it be worth giving more thought across more days?
Thank you for the reply 💜 it means a lot!
Exactly, I definitely feel like I've been silencing my own voice for others. It's something I've been doing for awhile but I'm trying to work on that. I do have some things that are important to me like creating is really fulfilling for me.
@RaspberryRaptor
🙂 I am glad you are working on it.
Giving up on your voice can drain lots of energy and joy.
If you feel like talking about it you could try sharing circles or 1:1 with listeners here.
I'm sorry. Those feelings arent fun. Ive been there a lot, it feels so like consuming its so so hard to pull urself out. Ur so so strong just for being here today and existing. It takes a lot, and no one really knows how hard it is, and the strength u have everyday is incredible. Take care.Xoxo. Its gonna be ok. Breathe