Gave up
I realized I gave up on most of things I loved I was learning German and I gave up I was really into it too I gave up on going out I gave up on daylight I sit in my room and it's dark I gave up on playing video games I sit in my room and it's dark I sit in a dark room and I say it's nice in here and I lay My uncomfortable blank did I say I want to read a book I can't lights are out I want to paint I can't the lights are out I can't see so then I watch TV I can't watch my favorite show anymore Gray's anatomy because I'm scared of hospitals hospital scare me now I don't know what I'm doing I see myself crying every time I see hospital show or I see a hospital it's just fear that burning in my soul every time I see a hospital or even hear the name hospital
@friendlyShade2009
I feel like I’m at this point too. I can’t ever stay happy longer than I am sad and my anxiety terminates the rest of potential joy for me. I also want to try to find some light in the darkness but I feel stuck in an endless tunnel of doom. Luckily, all the darkness ends somewhere. I hope we can all find the end of the scary shadows.
@friendlyShade2009
I’m sorry to hear that you gave up. There were more than one time in my life where I was super close to giving up but ultimately I didn’t and continued on with my life.
May I ask you why you gave up and what made you give up? I ask because I’d like to try to help you “un-give up”
I just was not happy any more I stopped going out I only drank water I stayed in bed I kept to my self and stayed alone in my room I stay in the dark I stopped liking the things I found fun I just did not feel happy about anymore
I think sometimes in life we hit roadblocks for whatever reason. Sometimes all of need to find that spark of motivation that inspires us to do what we love At the end of the day we are in charge of our own happiness and how we choose to carry it. Waking up every morning and deciding to take the world head on and conquering our fears is what we need most.