Guilt
I don't understand why I feel this way.
I feel guilty for feeling how I feel, I'm painting myself as a bad guy. Constantly thinking I'm hated by everyone, although that's not the case. It just feels lonely, and desolate.
Hopefully, I will feel better.
@Sonic2005
I can relate. Depression makes a frame of believing that we are a lousy human being when that is not true. Remember that, good or bad, most people put more weight on the present day than anything else, so to MOST people, you are who you are today. And to all new people you meet, you are who you are today. You can tremendously shape the reflection in their eyes by just doing your best for them the next 2 or 3 times you see them. And when some of them light up a little more than usual when they see you after that, that's a good feeling.
