Guilt + depression
I lost the love of my life due to my own stupid actions. Neither he nor his friends wants anything to do with me. The two people who I thought cared about me aided me in messing up my life even more and I feel sick and worthless. I only have my mom and a few friends. Most of my friends grew up without me now I feel like I’m playing catch-up. I’m scared to love again. I’m scared of myself.
It sounds like a tough lesson to learn from. I hope you will find here a support to to grow through this.
Wanna share about what scares you about yourself?
Same, im ash, im 14 nd i had this one guy who i dated which had the same addictions and sucidal thoughts as me and now he is prolly dead 🙁. My mom and brother found out and made me block him bcz he was a frnd online. Maybe we can share things w eachother and become frnds. I always wanted someone to relate to and talk to abt this k8nd of stuff
Same, im ash, im 14 nd i had this one guy who i dated which had the same addictions and sucidal thoughts as me and now he is prolly dead 🙁. My mom and brother found out and made me block him bcz he was a frnd online. Maybe we can share things w eachother and become frnds. I always wanted someone to relate to and talk to abt this k8nd of stuff