Have you felt puzzled and ambivalent about a situation??

PUZZLED----->When you don't know what's wrong with you, what is happening with your body and mind. You just try to push through but you can't. You feel like a body without soul. You try to reason out, motivate, assure that everything is fine, try to find a solution.....to what?? You can't solve the problem without knowing the problem, right! So you blame yourself for every why, this, that. All is your fault.

When you are on the verge of giving up, you feel that something is wrong inside you, may be health!! When you finally find that it was a psychological factor affecting health, it wasn't your fault. You feel relieved.

AMBIVALENT----> Just to justify one's wrongful act, a person tries to convince you,  puts a tag on you that you have a psychological problem. Says, go get checked by a doctor etc etc..... They use this as a counter attack for every situation when confronted with the truth. So you doubt, is it true or should I consult and what not. At the end you are clear what, who is actually wrong here.

A few weeks back,I was diagnosed with severe depression. I was puzzled and felt ambivalent while laughing and remembering these events. Once a person wanted to convience me that I had a psychological problem and today, here I am trying to find out what psychological problem I have.😅

I was happy and grateful for knowing the reason for all my questions finally. This year I have been through a lot. I haven't had enough time to heal as things happened consecutively, this is an opportunity for me to heal from people,hurt, events, the past, pain that is still affecting me. I am getting better and will soon recover completely.✌️🌻