Idk what is going on here but I trust my intuition.

just started working at a doggy daycare four months ago and I needed a fresh start. I'm a first gen college graduate class of 2018 and I've had NOTHING but crap jobs until this one. 13 jobs in 8 years since then. I wasn't even ready for college back then. My parents just had me go anyway. Well, after ending up in the hospital for "stuff" , I ended up just going after jobs I knew I would enjoy. Now I'm here and I am dealing with drama. I swear these people think I'm an *** just because I am not interested in dating my damn manager. Idk if they've learned anything since starting but I've seen some crap and heard crap too and I just...feel disturbed and angry. I'm just trying to survive. Not date someone I work with. I admit, she is very attractive but she's still responsible for how she reacts and I just feel...antagonized just for being myself. Idk what to think. I'm paranoid and hurt and miserable. I'm just trying to focus on the job. I don't have a lot of friends to begin with anyway so I don't know if I'm even capable of a healthy relationship right now. Never had one. Always denied one anyway. I could be worrying too much but I know what I've seen too. It hurts. I expect people my age to want to ruin my life because of the way people treated me since high school. I just want compassion from them. Understanding. Empathy. Humility. Too much to ask?!