If a tree falls in the forest

with no one around to hear it, does it even make a sound? I am falling, and I cannot seem to know whether I will be heard. I feel so wrong. I feel so lost. I feel so alone. If I fall, will anyone hear? Will I be remembered, or will I be yet another statistic? Will I be missed, or will I be cursed? Will I live on only to shoulder the pain I brought onto others, or will my pain finally be visible? I don't know. I can't know. All I know is, I am drowning. And I don't know if I can save myself.