I feel terrible
I went months clean. I really tried, and right now so much is going on and all my friends left me for each other and they all talk bad about me. I just don’t have a best friend. And I’m not a person’s first pick. I’ve been terrible. I don’t know what to do. I made myself throw up so my mom wouldn’t take me to school. I just feel so drained and I’ve done it again. I ask for advice but I haven’t gotten any. I’m too scared to talk to my parents. They wouldn’t help.
@diplomaticComputer2519
Sometimes we feel so terrible that it seems unbearable. And alas, we can't always cope with it. And we are not always the cause. If other people prevent you from being yourself or make you feel bad, you have the right to not react to them and everything that happens. They do not define your life. They are not so important if they can't see you or abandon you. Yes, it is difficult, but it is important for you to remain confident and be yourself. You will definitely get through this. But you will need time. So the main thing now is to try to think less about them and waste your emotions on them. You can endure this, but you will have to be sure that you are valuable to yourself. They do not define your worth. Hang in there!
