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I have nothing left

Things just keep getting worse and worse. I lost all friends and family. My beautiful daughter who is pregnant has removed every memory of me and every way for me to contact her. She has said she was stressed and her seeing me struggle and hearing about it was hard. We had come to an agreement or so I thought that neither of us would talk about our struggles for a bit and just hang out. Then out of nowhere she blocked me entirely on all platforms. Ended up having to voluntarily admit myself last weekend due to no longer feeling like I could not attempt and sadly made a full out plan with intent to follow through. Was released tried to let her know and friends know, no response no care. No hey are you ok, do you need anything. Nope silence. Wallet with my driver's license stolen, car I bought last year so I would never have to worry about transportation due to physical health limitations making other means of transportation difficult or impossible. Well was repoed by title loan company from title loan from a dv relationship. Now my only way to earn is gone as I was a delivery/rideshare driver. Rent due in less than a week and due weekly, phone will be cut off next week, can't even get ride to store or help getting medication I was discharged with. Can't get anyone to respond. It's as if I am not even here, like no one cares or can hear me. Faith is failing, I am begging for ways to earn again before time runs out. Reached out to agencies nothing. If given half a damn chance someone who cares enough to not let this happen as saving myself impossible at this point, I know things could be changed around. All I get is closed doors, left on read, unanswered phone calls, and oh that sucks. Anyway I am still here still breathing still trying my best to make it. I am trying so hard and have been for so long I am exhausted.

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User Profile: Amanda84
Amanda84 April 3rd

@courteousStrawberries447

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I'm genuinely sorry to hear how things have spiraled for you.

And you had been left alone.

I'm sorry your daughter has also cut you off 

So much to contend with 💙

I hope you find the support you need and deserve and someone reaches out to you 💙

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User Profile: greenCake1393
greenCake1393 April 3rd

We are here, and you can post on here. Nobody will judge you and you can share as much or as little as you want.

💚

User Profile: pinkCherry1616
pinkCherry1616 April 3rd

You are going through so much 🙁

Thank you for persisting. Thank you for doing all you can so one day your grandchild could meet you. I hope that even with all the doors closed today you will be able to find an open window on time.

Please, keep sharing here if possible.

User Profile: limeCherry840
limeCherry840 April 3rd

@courteousStrawberries447

So sorry to hear what you are going through. Can you see if your medication could be delivered to you? I know Walgreens has this service.  Think Baby Steps.. How can you make tiny movements in the right direction... Consider this struggle to give you greater clarity when you come through it. What is it you need to learn? Please don't give up. I hope you feel love and support from this site. Take good care..