I havent been on here lately but hey

I haven’t been on here lately but hey and I have received notifications.m so far. I haven’t been in the right mental health lately. It’s been in the trash bin or a while now and taken to the curb for the garbage men to college and probably incinerated or put to landfill. Also dealing with a lot of work stress lately and also feel like I’m taken for granted z I mean I handle it well or the best in my ability but it just takes a toll. I also have been feeling lonely like I wish I had someone to talk and listen but no one seems to care. Yet I feel like I’m an *** for asking for validation. I don’t think there’s anything for me anymore. Since my job is the only thing that keeping me a float and making it somewhat worthwhile for me even though I don’t know what I’m doing here or how my life even got this way. And dealing with my mother and how she says I’m a lazy piece of ***. Or I don’t do anything and wonders how I still have my job. I’m just angry all the time and just feel like a slave everyday. I don’t even care anymore and I feel like I hate everybody. Even though I hate that I feel this way too. I hate how there’s a conflict every time. I guess loyalty is questionable nowadays in the workplace. I’m just done.