Im new here :')
Hello. Im new here. Currently, its 4 am right where im living. Im a college student and its my 5th week in college and its going horribly. I got so many Fs and redos (Im majoring in Architecture) this thursday, I got an F for just being late for my pin up. Im too depressed to even work yesterday. Im too depressed today. I feel like i want to push myself away from my friends because they keep giving me mix signals and i feel like they hate me. I know its not the case because my new friends keeps saying that i have a positive energy, even though I dont agree with them because they have yet to learn about this side of me. Im ashamed to let them know for a small amount of time. Im ashamed to let them know that I have to suffer with it. Its just that I want to hide myself so bad from them because i dont feel good enough or i dont feel like i matter to them. Am I a bad person for doing this?
@yrsnlyAtlas You not bad person. You hurt depressed person. 😞 I so sad for you be sad like this.
You shouldn’t feel bad for wanting to do what you want to do. When you’re depressed, it’s normal to want to isolate yourself or push people away. Just remember that you matter and you are good enough. Depression can make you feel otherwise, but those feelings aren’t the truth.
I’d recommend telling at least one of your new friends how you’re feeling and that you’re depressed, so they can understand if you pull away. And try your best to not do anything irrational or anything you would regret while you are depressed.
@yrsnlyAtlas I understand how you feel, even though I'm just a High school student.... I feel this way too, and I usually at least pass my school exams, but there has been a sudden change in my environment, and it's very difficult to cope here. I have been failing almost all my exams, and my friends who I grew up with... I can't really tell them anything because I'm afraid they won't like me anymore, and they don't even talk to me that often now that I have moved... I don't really have any other friends, and they were kinda like family to me... and I can't tell them anything... So that you know... You are NOT a bad person... and ur probably just trying to understand and cope with what you are feeling... (I really hope this helped and that I didn't sound like some immature kid 😅) Keep fighting and i hope you can feel better!! ✨
Hi, I'm new here and I stay up late too many times. I want to feel better but I feel depressed and disconnected with people. I'm having a hard time finding purpose in my life and I feel really lonely.
@affableSky4814 you can make a thread to talk about it. The forum supporter or people will cmt in your thread like hugs or something. Write your story in the cmt section of another thread can't make people support you
@yrsnlyAtlas
You're a good person by setting boundaries. The intention to focus on something extremely hard like a college is not making you worse. It's okay to follow your way and make new friends if your friends want to set a boundary with a college student. Maybe they can't join college lol jk human are too complicated for someone
@yrsnlyAtlas
No dear, You're not a bad person. First of all welcome to cups, and you don’t need to be ashamed on yourself bcz you are you, don’t be depressed bcz of your grades, I'm here and I guess here everyone is with you, you are not alone, just be confident on what you are, it will take a time to settle in college but, I hope you will get better soon, if you ever need anyone, I am always here ✨🌷
(@eman144)
Thank you 🥹 im starting to experience burnout from the countless amounts of assignments and homeworks we have each week ahaha, with this involved, I really need a break.
