I need help.
I’m new my name is Jade I think I’m losing myself. I’m in the best place I’ve ever been in in my life and I still can’t figure out how to feel how to not fake a smile how to be okay with who I am. And I’m not ok with who I am cause I’m not me. I feel lonelier everyday, but I’m surrounded by loved ones… what’s wrong with me
@Jadeofsunshine
So in this best place in your life .... you are being fake and pretending .. there is nothing wrong with you...in fact you maybe ahead of the game as you know the smile is fake and you are not trying to convince yourself that the fake smile is you.
Perhaps you are changing......... that always seemed like what you are describing to me... when i was changing from things I was not sure who I am now.....
For example: I moved and started jobs and things where I literally knew no one... before i was always the type that waited for others to approach me or speak.............. but I was now forced to become more vocal speak up ......i became more confident and bolder ..... if someone were to ask me about my past it seems like a whole other person and i question how did i change so much.
There is a saying. Fake it till you make it. Sometimes faking a smile for a while is what u need to do until you have built yourself up enough to put on a genuine smile. Never stop smiling 😃 h4u