Issues

Wishing my brain would shut off for a while. I’ve got too many things running through my head trying to decide if I should cancel my health insurance because I don’t think we have the money for it. Dealing with one of my kids flunking school trying to get the other kid through the rest of the school year and trying to teach the youngest alphabets and other things. Wanting my husband to be home but the same time not wanting him to be home knowing I need to do more around the house but can't. Knowing if I drank it would go away for a little bit but don't want to lose the 6 months sober I have been working on. Feeling alone even though I'm home with other people all day long.