It's all pointless
I feel horrible. Nothing I do helps. Nothing has a meaning. Or an impact. It just drains me of all my energy, just to end up with lot of effort and no results to show for it. Everything is pointless. My goals. My dreams. Me...
@sadcat13
Ah my friend.
You are not worthless.
Or pointless.
You have value.
I love seeing your posts and humour throughout the forums.
Please be gentle with yourself!
Sending you my best wishes 💜 💕
@Amanda84 awww, thank you. You are so kind. I just feel so demotivated. Like none of my goals matter. Like i´m running in circles. Am noone in life. A failure. And to it all, I´m panicking out of my mind over having my 3rd wisdom tooth removed in less then 12 hours and the recovery is horrible. The pills are huge and scary. And i just want to skip this upcoming week to the time when i don´t have to take antibiotics anymore.
@sadcat13
I hear ya.
The dentist sucks but it's always worse than what we imagined 🥺
Take deep breaths and focus on when it will be over.
You'll get through it and soon, you'll start to feel better.
Distract, distract, distract until then my friend.
You are not alone here!
@Amanda84 yep. Nothing prepares you for the real suffering of dental recovery. I will try my best to distract myself a lot. Your support means a lot to me 🌻
@sadcat13
You are welcome.
I'm a wimp when it comes to those things but I'm being brave for you and I'm proud of you for going 💜
@Amanda84 thank you 😄 I really have to, because none of my 4 wisdom teeth was growing well and they would need to be taken out sooner or later. I chose to gradually fish them out now, sine i only work half time, live at home and have no kids or mortgage on my neck. So decided if it has to go out, i should get it over with asap. I already have 2 out, thisone will be the 3rd, and then only one more time
@sadcat13 sits beside you and wraps you in a warm blanket and cuddles you up 💖💖 it's so hard to keep positive when you feel like the universe is against you🙁 but deep down you know you've come along way and that things will start looking better again soon 💖 but in the meantime we all got you, I got you 💖 you mean alot to me and many others here too, and I'm always ready to listen if you ever wanna talk about something💖 hugs you very tightly 💖 I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11
@Amanda84 😂😂😂 what!?!?!
@Tinywhisper11
Just telling you how I spent my day 😂
@Amanda84 😂😂😂😂 I'm glad you had a productive day💖😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
So productive and tiring 😂
@Amanda84 😂😂😂😂😂 you make me laugh💖💖😁
@Tinywhisper11
Glad to hear it.
Today I made a bucket of slime.
A pillow fort.
A dinosaur empire.
And spent the day, being a wizard 😁
@Amanda84 😂😂😂😂😂sounds fun💖 today I'm a cowboy space monkey💖😁
@Tinywhisper11
A cowboy, space monkey, 🐵 sounds like fun 💕💜
@Tinywhisper11 thank you, you are so sweet 😭 I´m having a wisdom tooth surgery tomorrow and it just got too much 😭 you are amazing 😭
@sadcat13
@Amanda84
@sadcat13
@sadcat13 oh no that's very scary 🙁 I bet your really anxious🙁 but it's gonna be ok, everything will be ok 💖 and hey just think your teeth will be all better just in time for candy day / halloween💖💖 higgs
@Tinywhisper11 hugggs* not higgs
@Tinywhisper11 yesss, it will be okay so I can go panhandling to my neighbours who don´t celebrate 😁 But hey, nothing more spooky like seeing a stranger in a cat mask and a pumpkin bag ringing your doorbell demanding candy 😂
@sadcat13 don't worry I'll give you candy💖
@Tinywhisper11 thank you 😊
@sadcat13 you ate it all!?? Already!?!?😮😮😮
@Tinywhisper11 I´m a very snacky cat 😇
@sadcat13 😂😂😂😂
@sadcat13 sending you good vibes. It's good you're getting them out now before they cause too much trouble. I had a wisdom tooth that was impacted and half my face face swelled up because of it. Deep breaths ok? You got this! Even though we can't be there with you physically, we're with you in spirit! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul thank you 😊 yesss, that's exactly what I want to prevent, because question isn't really if in my case, just when
@sadcat13 That's smart thinking!
@mytwistedsoul doing nothing else but eat to coat my stomach, take meds and whine 😭
@sadcat13 I read about the meds 😳 definitely don't take them on an empty stomach.
It's ok to whine and complain (I don't think you are). It's healthy to let it out, especially now when you're in pain ❤️
@mytwistedsoul thank you. Definitely let me know if I get too much. It hurts a lot. Those damn meds are 10 days ones, to top it off. But I got a very safe and natural probiotic and some yoghurts I can tolerate so hoping for the best
@sadcat13 I can't ever see you being too much. 😊 It's good you got some safe and natural probiotics and yogurts. Those should be a help with your stomach. Antibiotics can sometimes mess with the natural balance
@mytwistedsoul thank you 😊 I am definitely feeling better today. The pain is much less, only used painkiller once, and the antibiotics are going down a little easier. I keep encouraging myself with every pill i take is one less to take in the future, and i still could be on my first pill, and now look 4 are gone. It also helps to remind myself that no matter what happens, even if some complications would pop up, the tooth is not coming back and once the recovery is done, it´s done forever. Thanks God I´m not a shark 😅
@sadcat13 I'm so glad to hear you're feeling better today! Less pain is always a good thing! 😊 That's a really positive way of looking at those pills. Before you know it they'll be all gone. And now that it's out, there won't be any problem from that one.
@mytwistedsoul haha, this cat is so cute. I so imagined myself buying my 5th boat in a row in the boat dealership and pretending there is nothing weird in that and let the staff believe i am just rich 😂
@sadcat13 The cat's face! 😊 Shocked! I can only imagine the salesman's face after the second and third boat 😂
@mytwistedsoul yesss, the cat is precious 😊 but hey, i would be their most loyal customer 😂
@sadcat13 Maybe they have one of those hole punch cards. Where you buy 5 and get the 6th one free 😀
@mytwistedsoul perfect 😂😂😂
@mytwistedsoul @sadist i remember when you were having your tooth removed and how scared you were🙁 but you were very very brave 💖 and cat I know your extremely brave too, it's ok to cry and whine💖 but your gonna be just fine💖 hugs you both💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 ( BIG Hugs back) ❤️ You are always so sweet and kind! 😊
@mytwistedsoul 💖I love you
@Tinywhisper11 thank you ❤️ I'm trying my best. After this recovery is over, I only have one more wisdom tooth to yeet and then I can finally exist in peace 😭
@sadcat13 💖you can do it💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 thank you 😊
i could use a little encouragement today if anyone got a moment :(
@sadcat13 Hey! 😊 Still feeling pretty lousy huh? 😞 Sending healing vibes your way!
@mytwistedsoul awww, thank you 😊 yes, being home for so long doesn´t do me good at all. I´m becoming seriously depressed
@sadcat13 Yeah 😞 being home for a long time can be really hard. Is there anything that helps? Maybe watching some travel videos? Or some favorite movies? Puzzles?
Pita says Happy Halloween! 👻
@mytwistedsoul awwww, she´s beautiful 😊 I hope she enjoys the leaves 🍁 The problem is that if i´m home too long, i turn into a depressed and dysfunctional blob because i am not self motivated a lot, need a little external structure in my life to keep the ball rolling 😅
@sadcat13 Pita says thank you! 😊 Tbh I'm pretty bad at self motivation too. I used to be better with it and was always working on something. But then depression hit hard and I stopped caring about things. Is there some way we can help motivate you here? I know it's not the same of course but maybe it would help?
@mytwistedsoul
@Tinywhisper11 hey, where are my hugs? 😛
@sadcat13
@Tinywhisper11 much better 😁
@mytwistedsoul i´m so sorry you struggle with this too. Depression sucks 😢
At this point, honestly anything goes lol. We can check back tomorrow to see if i did something. Maybe that could help. Or this
@sadcat13 It definitely does suck! Every little thing you do during a depressive episode is a victory though ❤️
How are you today? Nose still stuffy? Did you eat something? Take any meds you need?
@mytwistedsoul yesss, I actually managed to get some stuff done. Right now I don't really need meds anymore, just need to keep rinsing my nose
@sadcat13 Hooray for getting things done! 🎉 Do you use one of those neti pot things? I've thought about trying them but I'm afraid I'd end up drowning myself 😅
@mytwistedsoul nooo haha, no drowning for me, just a saline nose spray (Aliamare). My ORL gave it to me when i had complications after a sickness last year with my Eustachean tube. She found i have a small tilt in the nose middle that is not big enough for surgical fix need, but it can cause trouble with the synuses sometimes, so i got told to rinse my nose. I just take the spray, tilt my head a tiny bit back and on side, and then spray the spray in until it flows on my throat and makes me gag, exactly per the docs instructions 🤣 But i was told a specific set of instructions on how to do it, since the traditional instructions are not for me due to the mid thing problem. So if you wanna use it, definitely make sure to have your instructions fitted on your health 😊
@sadcat13 Oh! I use a saline spray too! Mainly during the winter months because the heat dries everything out when it's on. I just use enough to moisturize my sinuses or I get nose bleeds 😬
@mytwistedsoul i basically have to open the pass to my throat so the stuff doesn´t block my ear, but saline sprays are a life saver 😊
@sadcat13 It's kind of weird how our ears and nose can affect each other they way they do!
@mytwistedsoul yep. Imagine having to explain that to aliens lol
@sadcat13 That's probably why they lock their doors when they fly by! 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul we are definitely not to be messed with 😂
@sadcat13 Definitely! 😂😂
@sadcat13 hello kitty 💖 I'm sorry your struggling so much 🙁 I wish there was something I could do to help you. Remember I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 you can totally help me. I think flipping me off the bed is something you will enjoy doing 😁
@sadcat13
@Tinywhisper11 haha, that's pretty much what i need 😂
@sadcat13 😂😂😂😂 hope today is a better day for you 💖hugs you tightly 💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 yessss, definitely better day 😊
@sadcat13 yaaaay 💖💖
My friend I can feel you.
I'm feeling the same lately.
I feel like I have no purpose in life. Even If I try to do something, it ends up to be a waste of time.
But maybe it can help
I'm 18, senior in highschool, and ngl many thing have been changing. I start to think differently, act differently. I'm still scared of D€@T|-| but I have many things to try in this life before it's too late.
Start to discover new things, try different things
Maybe we just need to change our point of view.
It's difficult I know. But we still need to try.
Anyway sorry idk how to express feelings very well😅
Wish you the best❤️
@Samantha0011 that´s okay. Thank you for your kind words. You are still very young and have the perfect window to sort yourself out. I´m 25, stuck at home and can´t see the end of this any time soon. I just wish I made better choices when I was younger. And the worst is, not a lot of it is even my fault to start with, I´m just stuck with the consequences of it.
