I was not accepted into grad school
So now what? I wasted all these months working on my application and waiting for an answer. Now I have to f'in wait again. I can't figure out where to go next. What a let down. I failed. I know I only found out a couple hours ago, so I can't resolve everything in one night. I hate this feeling. I hate this feeling of scraping the bottom of the barrel of my life. What in the f have I been trying to be so good for? Why didn't it pay off? I didn't think I was asking for too much. Do I have to apply to a bunch of new schools? Do I have to go through that and wait again? I can't stand it. I was able to afford to pay for this school by myself because it was cheap, and they couldn't even accept me.
@purpleTree4652
I'm sorry to hear, rejection in all shapes and forms hurts a lot but especially something you worked so hard to work for and achieve, rejection hurts even more. I know you must have a lot of thoughts and questions and self-doubt right now and I want to say to you that it's okay to have them. There's always tomorrow and there will always be chances to reapply/ come across something you may enjoy as time goes on. I understand this time is a filled with frustration despair and hopelessness but I hope you find yourself able to crawl out of this, wishing for the best. Rejection to certain schools certainly left me in a mindstate as you were in, but in a sense it fueled my passion to achieve it even more, I hope something positive will come out of this as well.