Kinda sad, Kinda happy
(IM NOT IN A CRISIS)
Im kinda lost in my own feelings right now, sometimes im happy sometimes im sad, and sometimes its like I feel nothing at all. I dont know how to feel, and getting up to do thigs has been hard. I've started to lie more, and I dont like it. im so tired all the time, sometimes I wish everyone hated me so I could just end it. The abyss is so strange.
@sskyler
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It's good you recognize the lying and the fact you don't like it.
It's a good place to start, to try and understand why you do this, and why you want someone else to take the decision of your life out of your hands.
When we are depressed.
The thoughts are heavy.
And conflicting.
And it's dark.
But also, trust me on this, they are temporary, and they pass, even though it feels impossible.
The sun will shine again.
Even getting up, and doing, small, daily consistent tasks enables you to feel more like you and seeing progress helps.
Changing nothing, changes nothing.
Sending you my best wishes 🩷
I feel you.
Life in this abyss is strange, sometimes it feels that it would make more sense for the world to forego us so that we could finally be free from all the expectations they have off of us. And which would eventually help us let go of the expectations we have with ourselves as well.