Leveling down
Feel like i'm leveling down like every step that I make to try better myself is a step down an unending staircase i went from a vehicle owner to not having one at all a homeowner to renting in a place I feel no connection a business owner to barely working i lost my dad and a grandma to death and a best friend to a narcissistic relationship I see my home being torn apart piece by piece and it hurt so much knowing that I'm the reason it's gone I invited the crack in the foundation that took down my home and feel like I can't move from the rubble that came down around me I lost family I lost friends and I lost the will to get back up but I'm somehow still breathing i can't tell if I'm conscious or if I've gone under i feel as though I need to cry or scream or yell but no tears fall no noise comes out I'm feeling past broken like how to make new glas the old has to be broken then crushed then melted so the can make a new but more fragile piece
@intelligentSummer6305
Hello 🥺🌷🌷
You're going through an incredibly tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel like everything's crashing down. It takes immense strength to even acknowledge such deep pain. While it might feel like you're stuck in the rubble right now, 🌷🌷remember that even in the darkest moments, your resilience shines through,🌷🌷 the very fact you're still here is a testament to that. This isn't the end of your story, but perhaps the difficult, painful beginning of a new one where you find a different kind of strength 🌼😇