Mentally exhausted
Ive cried almost everyday for the last week. I'm so depressed, dissociated, emotionally numb and mentally exhausted. I feel like people only want me around because I sacrifice my happiness for them and put myself last. I've been in a never ending cycle of bad luck for the last 6 months, I feel like the universe is against me and I'm not sure / don't see the point in fighting or justifying life anymore.
@goldenApricot4878
I can feel the weight of your sorrow. I’m sorry you feel so depleted. The smallest, tiniest little steps for self care might help you catch your breath a regain some strength. Sometimes I feel I’m clawing my way up to get out of a dark hole…it takes effort, faith in something and soon enough I can breathe fresh and think straight. 💕🙏I hope you find your way soon. I believe in you!
@goldenApricot4878 Ive had that feeling of universe working against you. Its so isolating and crippling and mysterious - where does it come from? But... It also goes away. The light replaces the darkness. Happy days return. Peace fills up the space which was once chaotic. Things will get back to normal, tap into patience on the crazy days. 💜
Hi goldenApricot and thanks for sharing.I exactly understand you because I'm going through the same situations. However, there are still a few things that give me some brief happiness and peace (e.g: the rain, playing with cats, my favorite food).I'm sure there are still healthy and nice things that you could enjoy to make you feel better.Little by little, the sun will become stronger, and the gray cloud will go away forever!