My eyes burn and my heart hurts

It's just disappointed now. Im done crying , I'm tired and I've cried enough, I've cried my whole life and nobody heard me. But...the thing is...the tears won't go away haha. My heart is always crying and I rarely ever physically cry but lately lifes horrible.

I tried to convince myself , people care , people care right? I try and look and turn to everyone , and nobody does.

I've tried EVERYTHING, everyone including my parents but theyre apart of the problem , they either, they just laugh and brush me off. My siblings find me dramatic and the ones who CAN help...can't.

Im just at the point where I...am done , I don't know what to do and *** it up it's not working , it's leaking the pores and it's buring the ground beneath me amd it's made me fall and I'm still falling but there's no ground beneath me. Infeel like I'm in this deep dark void forver and no one is trying to grab my hand and stop me from falling. I dont even know