My heart hurts, severe depression really sucks
IRL I feel alone and I only have myself tbh. I haven’t really loved myself because I guess I have depended on others for a very long time. It’s a dilemma with myself, there are many things to love about me. Even if I know this, I’m surrounded by constant negativity at home and from the people I love. It’s hard and is lonely. It’s like ur just there. I just wish to be surrounded by more love. I’m honestly exhausted and tired and I don’t care about myself. It’s honestly sad. I can’t express it out only to my doctor and one of my relatives. If only they knew maybe it would be different. Maybe one day things can be better. I hate myself and I feel like I will never be enough. Thanks for listening. One day I hope to be appreciated, feel safe and loved. One day I hope God will help me with tht.
@communicativeLime4983 I'm sorry to hear you are feeling lonely, unloved, and surrounded by negativity. It sounds exhausting and sad to not feel cared for or safe in your own environment. While you know there are many lovable parts of who you are, constant criticism can make it hard to feel that self-love and appreciation. I can understand why sharing this with only a select few people in your life may leave you feeling like nobody fully understands what you're going through. Please know that you are enough, and you deserve to feel loved, safe, and appreciated. I hope that in time, with the support around you and your own inner strength, you are able to find more of the care and love that you need. You can get through this.
We are all here with you to listen and support, lime and you can also join us in the Depression Group Chat to share as well.
