Not Enough

No matter what I can't seem to shake this feeling off. Im not good enough. Does he still love me? Why do they treat me this way? What did I do? I don't know. I have been fighting with my man alot lately and Im worried its all going to fall apart. . I can't shut it off. I can't shut down my brain unless I'msleeping. Its just when it starts it doesnt stop. My soul hurts my chest hurts. It's hard for me to swallow. All I can do is keep going forward and drag it with me... have been since I was little. Wish I could shut it off. 😒