Nothing will change my mind about this
Im such a bad sister. When my brother was born 10 years ago, it was a commitment that id always be there for him. Ive failed that. Ive been refusing to go to my fathers house for the past 2 weeks, going onto well 3 because of reasons. I hate knowing that I cant protect him while hes there or be there for him. This coming weekend they're going to this amusement park and I was asked if I wanted to go. I said no because I do not want to be in that environment. When my brother asked me if I was coming and asked me to please come, I had to say no and tell him why. It breaks my heart to see that it made him cry and I hate that he doesn't understand no matter how I explain it. I feel like such a bad sister because I know i am. Im going to get my father to but 49 bucks on my card so I can buy ingredients to bake my brother his favorite dessert and buy him a little something maybe. I want torelapse after seeing how much I hurt him. Im such a bad sister.
@brenbird
I don't believe your a bad sister at all.. You just can't go because of the harsh or uncomfortable environment.
Your making up for it by giving him goodies! That's a great idea. It just seems to me your expecting too much from yourself.. you have to move at your own pace plus you can always make up things in the future..🌲
@brenbird your younger brother would not cry about your not coming if you were really a bad sister.
Could you be missing something in your perspective?
What if instead you asked yourself how can you spent time with him without exposing yourself to what hurts you? Sounds like maybe you already did, cause you already got the baking idea. Could he come over and assist you?
@pinkCherry1616
He will be gone from tomorrow until monday