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brenbird
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Love is healing me
PathStep 68 Compassion hearts937 Forum posts211 Forum upvotes403 Current upvotes403 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceJuly 5, 2026
Bio

My name is Brenyn or you can call me Bren or Felicity.

15, Nonbinary (She/They), Pansexual

I want to be a Neonatal Nurse Practitioner. I want to go to ECU to get my BSN and my NNP. 





























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4 months
Self-Harm Recovery / by brenbird
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Today I am exactly 4 months clean, yet I had to stop myself from cutting but using one of my coping strategies that I haven't used in months, drawing with red ink. I hope I can continue to stay clean. 
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Third picture(new to art cont)
Arts & Crafts / by brenbird
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more I drew another picture guys. 
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Nothing will change my mind about this
Depression Support / by brenbird
Last post
 1 day ago
...See more Im such a bad sister. When my brother was born 10 years ago, it was a commitment that id always be there for him. Ive failed that. Ive been refusing to go to my fathers house for the past 2 weeks, going onto well 3 because of reasons. I hate knowing that I cant protect him while hes there or be there for him. This coming weekend they're going to this amusement park and I was asked if I wanted to go. I said no because I do not want to be in that environment. When my brother asked me if I was coming and asked me to please come, I had to say no and tell him why. It breaks my heart to see that it made him cry and I hate that he doesn't understand no matter how I explain it. I feel like such a bad sister because I know i am. Im going to get my father to but 49 bucks on my card so I can buy ingredients to bake my brother his favorite dessert and buy him a little something maybe. I want torelapse after seeing how much I hurt him. Im such a bad sister. 
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Wrong place, wrong time
Trauma Support / by brenbird
Last post
 Sunday
...See more TW: I was hanging out with my boyfriend after school today and after a bit, we were just chilling, my boyfriend said something to me but I didn't hear my boyfriend's voice, I heard His. So, I covered my ears. I started seeing Him too, so I shut my eyes. I couldn't stop hearing Him and seeing Him. I had a whole breakdown panic attack. My boyfriend helped me calm down and I was okay after that.  My mom picked me up from the library and when we got home, I went onto the shared document with my boyfriend and I explained what happened. I was going to tell him in person but I didn't have time.  Ever since I explained to him, he says he's okay, but I know him and I know he's blaming himself. I've told him many times that I'm not mad or upset with him and that none of what happened was his fault.  I just asked my boyfriend if he's ok and what's wrong because he said "love you" and that's not like him at all. And he replied with how he doesn't know and how he wants space but also doesn't like to be alone. So, I told him I'll give him space and he replies with he doesn't want to be left alone but he also does and he doesn't know why.  I can't lose him. I really can't. I realize I've gone off topic again. I apologize. 
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Yay
Autism Support / by brenbird
Last post
 Friday
...See more Officially got my "Yes" for autism. Officially diagnosed with Autism. Now waiting to get the paperwork for school to get a 504 or IEP plan
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You really cant trust anyone
Depression Support / by brenbird
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 Sunday
...See more I have trust issues so when I say I can trust someone I really do. A couple WEEKS ago I took two friends about whats been going on. They BOTH asked me to tell them everything too. Today I get called to my counselor bc one of them told someone. Mind you, it wasnt anything bad either. And so then I get a lecture from her and js now my mom.  So for those of you out there. Don't trust anyone. They will all betray you. They did for me and I didnt do anything wrong. But maybe I did. I dont know when to stop sharing things
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Second picture(new to art cont.)
Arts & Crafts / by brenbird
Last post
 September 6th
...See more Soo...I drew another thing over the past two days. I used the same materials, pencil and black ink pen. I did use a reference picture but created it with my style. I drew Mechagodzilla 1974 version for my boyfriend because Godzilla is his favorite movies and his favorite kind is Mechagodzilla 1974. 
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Waiting for next week
Eating Disorder Support / by brenbird
Last post
 September 5th
...See more Sooooooo....I told my psychiatrist about my eating and how I don't want to eat and how I feel guilty and disgusting and gross after I do eat when I'm forced to and how I want to eat less than 1125 calories a day and how I really want to keep track of my weight(I get to see how much I weigh tomorrow!) She told me that we're going to meet next week and re-group there and if it hasn't gotten better(since this is new) then we will bring my mom in to talk to both of us together. She will tell my mom(who shes kind of noticed) and will tell her how I need to get formally evaluated for an eating disorder.
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