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brenbird
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Love is healing me
PathStep 68 Compassion hearts1,118 Forum posts281 Forum upvotes563 Current upvotes563 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2026 Member sinceJuly 5, 2026
Bio

My name is Brenyn or you can call me Bren or Felicity.

15, Nonbinary (She/They), Pansexual

I want to be a Neonatal Nurse Practitioner. I want to go to ECU to get my BSN and my NNP. 





























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Anxiety feeling physical
Anxiety Support / by brenbird
Last post
 55 minutes ago
...See more So I was holding onto a computer of my boyfriedns and my father found it and took it. He talked to me just now and believes me and says hes going to talk to my mom about what to do moving forward.  For the past 3 days since he found it, my stomach has been hurting and is upset. I cant eat without feeling sick. I constantly feel like im going to throw up. Its horrible.  Its getting worse now because I know when I talk to my mom abkut this its going to be a bit worse than the talk with my father even though my mom is the better parent and theres so many things going on in my family right now.  I feel so sick and like im on the verge of throwing up and im so irritable too.  Im so sick of it all. 
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Im sorry
Depression Support / by brenbird
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Im sorry I have a lot of emotions Especially when im on my period Im sorry I didnt take my meds yesterday My mom didnt give them to me, she forgot Im sorry you need space from me for a couple hours Im sorry  This is why i dont open up to people Bc when I do, they cant handle it at some point Even when they ask me for the truth Im sorry
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So I may be cooked
Depression Support / by brenbird
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Tw: sh thoughts, sui thoughts Ive been doing really bad mentally like so bad apparently my mom has noticed and I know shes seen some of my posts on here bc my phone will show her kf theres anything concerning on my screen along with what jt is. So shes scheduled my appt with my psyciatrist(meds person who saved me back in april) tonight at 7 30pmUSA north Carolina time  and I think based on our last 3 appts and if I choose to tell her everything she might send me back to the er. I mean, I havent had any sui thoughts but theres been sh thoughts but I haven't acted on them. And I guess theres been times where ive wanted to dye but I never whent further. I dont know whats going to happen. But I will post an update after.
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Me and my dogs
Hobby Zone / by brenbird
Last post
 1 day ago
...See more I love cuddling with my baby boys. They are 3yo and almost 4yo. They are full grown Maltese. The dog that is outside in the grass is Ted Lasso. The dog who is on my chest is Roy Kent. Yes, they are both named after characters from the TV Show "Ted Lasso." 
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I want life to be easier
Autism Support / by brenbird
Last post
 October 26th
...See more Last night I whent to a Halloween party with my boyfriend bc i love hanging out with him and I like doing things and it sounded fun. When we got there, and after a bit, I realized how different i am from others. They can all be loud and yell and laugh loud in front of people they may not even know all too well. They had all this energy and I was just with my boyfriend and playing subway surfers on his phone. Don't get me wrong. I love parties. And I like socializing. But only when I really really really know the people. Like we were there for like 3 hours and I only talked to my boyfriend and said a total of 2 sentences to others. I really am loud and funny and hyper and happy and alla that stuff they were when I really get to know and trust the people. And I really did have fun with my boyfriend last night at the party. And he helped me and he tried to help me talk to others but im just so shy it takes me a while and I was just so happy to be with him. I wish things could be easier. I want it to be. I dont want to be that weird kid. 
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Makes me feel stupid
Depression Support / by brenbird
Last post
 October 22nd
...See more Omg I absolutely hate my spanish teacher. I got up and made it 3/4 of the way to the recycling bin to throw away my bottle. Mind you SO MANY OTHERS DO THIS ALL THE TIME. And she looks at me and says "do you have to do thwt right now? Thats not important" I wanted to say to her "you need to *** i xan never understand you and I have not learnt anything. You actually get on my.nerves so much. Fucjing whining all the time and complaining and refusing bathroom to people even when they really have to go or when were not doing anything. I actually hate your class so much it makes me wanna dye." But ofc i didnt say that. I turned and walked baxk to my seat. Then a min later she calls on me for my answer and I give it to her and she like "speak up i xant hear you" *** WDYM??? I speak so loudly so I think she needs to walk herself up the aisle closer to the back of the room to hear me better or get hearing aids. Im actually so done with this class. 
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Happening again
Depression Support / by brenbird
Last post
 October 20th
...See more I feel myself slipping Back to where I was February-May Its scary I cant explain it I feel lonely even when im around people My boyfriend helps me He helps me go from 50% to 100%  But after we finish playing or messing around (Not like that you dirty minded people) I go right back down Its so much energy I have to use I act okay So I dont  I act how I feel But it worries people I dont like to worry people But I know that people like My mom My boyfriend  They will worry about me Bc they love me And I love them Im alive because they've been here for me And helped me And have stuck around  Even when Im at and have been at My lowest Of this hole Im apparently going back into Its like a void Compleatly black Im just floating there I feel weightless Free Lonely Im scared I want to be happy again like I was I know This is probably because I need my meds upped So I will schedule my appt  I usually schedule during the previous visit But I was sick at the last one Anyways I love you Charlie I love you Mommy I need you guys to just love on me I dont know how to ask I dont know how you do that But remember this I love hugs I love being held I love surprise hugs I love hugs when I dont have to ask for them I hate needing a hug and then having to ask I just want yall to know that I need a hug And then just give it to me You'll know when I need one
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