Not to sure what this feeling is...

I've been feeling really off the past week or two, maybe more, but this week has been the worst. I just feel achy and want to lie down and not do anything. I haven't been happy to do anything lately- as in, every decision to do something fun I can't decide because nothing seems fun anymore. It's like a hole. I would admit I have depression to my parents... but they wouldn't believe me, they'd (by they i mean just my mom) would accuse me of lying or trying to "be cool" like depression is cool? There is a lot going on about my mom that makes me very sad, controlled, and lonely. I'll try to post it in a different thread, not too sure where emotional/verbally abusive parents go in which group...