Rant

Honestly. There’s so much I could say. Life is so ***. Is it good for anybody right now? If so, can you please enlighten us about what you’re doing, what your mindset is, or what factors are at play in your life to make you not utterly miserable? I stopped working out. Or caring about my diet. Even when I was at peak attractiveness, it still didn’t matter. It didn’t bring the people I wanted into my life. It didn’t make people act right or have the morals I wanted to see. It didn’t fix my family. I post on here a lot about my parents, who are still *** up. Do you know how mentally crushing it is to be at your job everyday working your *** off with the knowledge that your parents abandoned their business and haven’t even TRIED to find a job in over two years, and the assets they’re selling to scrape by are running out with every passing minute, and that soon it will absolutely be your problem no matter how many times people on forums say “you’re not responsible for your parents’ choices”. Ok. Some people die in bombings. Some people’s lives are destroyed by irresponsible parents. No one can help me and it’s no one’s responsibility. It’s just LIFE. It *** sucks. It doesn’t matter if I crawled out of poverty, leveled up in life, became more attractive, or accomplished career crap. It doesn’t change who I’m related to and it doesn’t change the behavior of anyone around me. That’s my rant. I have no hope. Peace