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mxscn
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts135 Forum posts58 Forum upvotes106 Current upvotes106 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2026 Member sinceMarch 13, 2023
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Rant
Depression Support / by mxscn
Last post
 January 21st
...See more Honestly. There’s so much I could say. Life is so ***. Is it good for anybody right now? If so, can you please enlighten us about what you’re doing, what your mindset is, or what factors are at play in your life to make you not utterly miserable? I stopped working out. Or caring about my diet. Even when I was at peak attractiveness, it still didn’t matter. It didn’t bring the people I wanted into my life. It didn’t make people act right or have the morals I wanted to see. It didn’t fix my family. I post on here a lot about my parents, who are still *** up. Do you know how mentally crushing it is to be at your job everyday working your *** off with the knowledge that your parents abandoned their business and haven’t even TRIED to find a job in over two years, and the assets they’re selling to scrape by are running out with every passing minute, and that soon it will absolutely be your problem no matter how many times people on forums say “you’re not responsible for your parents’ choices”. Ok. Some people die in bombings. Some people’s lives are destroyed by irresponsible parents. No one can help me and it’s no one’s responsibility. It’s just LIFE. It *** sucks. It doesn’t matter if I crawled out of poverty, leveled up in life, became more attractive, or accomplished career crap. It doesn’t change who I’m related to and it doesn’t change the behavior of anyone around me. That’s my rant. I have no hope. Peace
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Strangers keep commenting on my height
Self-Esteem / by mxscn
Last post
 January 13th
...See more For reference, I’m a 5’0 woman. Not necessarily that uncommon. I know a lot of hispanic dads shorter than me. I have lived in so many different states including across the country, I’ve lived in tiny rural towns and booming cities. I recently relocated to for a job and I’ve only been here 4 months and you know how many times a stranger has VERBALLY OPENLY said something about my height? FIVE TIMES. Do you know how often someone said something about my height in the 6 years before that? ZERO. I am *** astonished. Last night was the most recent occurrence, I was standing in line and this mom and her daughter were behind me, absolutely losing it at how short I was, and described me as “very teeny” WTF. And the craziest part? I turned my head to the left and standing literally within arms reach from us was a woman who was exactly my height and nearly the same age, so why did they only notice me? I am an adult woman. I actually can’t describe how confused and humiliated I have started to become. I’m afraid to leave my *** house because it seems like every time I go out people target me for this! I’m not even that short! What is going on seriously? No one ever did this to me where I lived before I truly have no words. I would feel better if I could just understand
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People harassing others
Depression Support / by mxscn
Last post
 December 20th, 2025
...See more Walking into the grocery store. These two freaks were screaming at the top of their lungs at everyone walking by, families, kids, everyone. They spotted me of course and were screaming over and over again about how short I was and asking if I was three feet tall. I know their behavior was dumb and mentally unstable if you ask me, but I’m still hurt. I don’t know whether I should be more concerned that my height really stands out that much or be depressed about how *** some people are
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Considering calling adult protective services for my parents
Relationship Stress / by mxscn
Last post
 December 16th, 2025
...See more They are in their 60s and destroyed their business but refuse to look for work or file for social security or disability. It’s been well over a year of them not taking action. Does anyone have any experience with APS? They are selling things, have addictions, and are depending on me and my siblings for financial support and food. I really need someone or something to step in.
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I just need support somehow
Anxiety Support / by mxscn
Last post
 December 19th, 2025
...See more I won’t go into anymore detail about my parents. I have horrible nightmares about them. I just wish I could get connections and safety outside of my family, but I can’t. Who would want to be in my life after finding out how messed up they are? There are people in this world who leave very dysfunctional families and somehow find a partner who understands and supports them. I read their stories on reddit. I can’t even find a friend who is willing to understand and help. So every night I go to bed feeling a sense of doom and suffocation, like my life will just always be my parents, their dysfunction, and that’s it. No one else. Forever. I’ve worked hard as *** to get away from them, and physically I’ve succeeded in that. But I can’t form new connections.
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The fear of being alone forever or the terror of being in a relationship
Relationship Stress / by mxscn
Last post
 December 10th, 2025
...See more I’m searching for purpose in this life without romantic relationships. I haven’t found anyone in like 7 years. I’ve been in many short-term ones. Long story short, I perceive relationships to be terror-filled. I’ve gotten to the point of nausea when talking to a potential partner now. I’m not meant for relationships. I can’t do it. Maybe there’s something wrong with me. But now I’m faced with the serious contemplation of spending the rest of my life partner-less. I think it’s sad of course. But is it worse than being stuck with someone who mistreats you for the rest of your life?
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I’m so unhappy in life
Depression Support / by mxscn
Last post
 November 13th, 2025
...See more Life’s kinda kicked my ***. I don’t care anymore 😔
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Do I work for villains
Work & Career / by mxscn
Last post
 November 13th, 2025
...See more Damn. People are scary man. Maybe they didn’t hear me in my office, but the kitchen (where they congregate to gossip) is right next to my office, and they decided to gossip a lot today. Not about me but it was heavily related to my position, I started shaking. I just started here and am still learning their database systems and all kinds of other ***. So I’m already paranoid they’re looking for reasons to fire me over my incompetencies. They were *** talking everyone else though. And the worst part was that my boss who is also the director of the whole organization, was leading the *** talking! I heard a side of him that I never witnessed before. He was *** talking people who he told previously were doing a ‘great job’. It really made me lose respect for him. Then, one of the people he was bad mouthing came in to pick something up and he was like “HEY HOW ARE YOU DOING ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰”. I’m losing faith in human beings. I would love to leave but I cannot walk away from this money that is also being given to my mom to support her. I will leave as soon as I can, but the next workplace will be just the same. Why is everyone so ***. I was in a good mood making progress with the mess they’re asking me to fix and then they started being mean spirited af. Does anyone have any experience surviving in a workplace like this?
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