Something happening to me I think

I think I should finally mention something I've been hesitant to talk about. Like I have told I experienced long-term physical, emotional, and verbal abuse, and during that period I was sometimes hit around my face and especially my right eye. My right eye was hit several times, and lately I've noticed that it hurts a little when I move it in certain directions, and sometimes I see purple/colored things. I also experienced severe dissociation during that period—sometimes I would walk without really being aware of where I was going, and there were situations where I almost got hit by cars because I was so disconnected from my surroundings. I'm not saying that these symptoms are definitely caused by what happened to me, and I know I probably need a proper medical evaluation. I'm still struggling with denial and finding it difficult to take my own experiences seriously, but I think I should at least talk about them instead of continuing to dismiss them.

My eyes hurts all the inside a bit in some places there are some purple things that I don't know. do you think it may be because my right eye had to face and feel the impacts because of my dissociations and also because of the punches that I used to get from my caretaker when she used to be angry..