Struggling
Hey everyone, my depression has been at a all time high lately ive been trying to get help getting an rv and getting out of my unsafe apartment but everywhere i turn im being turned away. Im not big on social media with millions of followers so I get over looked all the time, I wish it was easy for me2 get help bit sadly its not there's been days that ive felt like the world would be better off without a burden like me living in it, I grew up in a toxic household my dad spent my entire life in prison and my mom and sisters were always bullying me belittling me and treating me like crap, I was an still am the black sheep of my family so I cant really go to them for help. I feel like a complete failure ive worked off n on since I was 16 despite having disabilities and still have nothing to show for im at the point of just throwing in the towel and saying screw it its not worth fighting anymore or pushing through. It makes me sad seeing all these other people out here with nice houses,cats and lots of money and they show it off and brag about it and its wrong to me I hate being poor like why cant anything goid happen in my life for once
Sorry for the rant
@Darklily29
Don't ever apologize for venting about your problems because you deserve so much love and support. You deserve to be healthy and enjoy your life too, but sadly life throws us each and every one of us problems. Even people who are rich have problems too, it's just that their problems aren't about money, it's about something else.
You are absolutely NOT a burden. You inspire me to keep on living inspite of having a chronic illness. And i hope, that no matter how painful life is， you will continue to keep on living too because i'm right over here to help carry the weight of the world with you. And i truly hope one day you'll be able to find the light at the end of the tunnel and enjoy a peaceful life too.
Thank you I really appreciate that and all I want is to be happy and healthy but I haven't been happy in a really long time. I want to go disappear away from humanity bc im tired of being berated belittled and made to feel like im a burden. Im gonna keep pushing on im not sure for how much longer but im gonna try.
Im glad that I inspire you, you deserve a life full of happiness and love and laughter
@Darklily29
Yeah, sadly i can relate too when you said that you've been belittled by people. I've been in the same boat too , and nobody should ever go through that.
But i am happy to hear that you are still trying to keep on living inspite of everything. I'm proud of you! 🫂
@Darklily29
I’m really sorry you’re going through all of this. It sounds overwhelming, painful, and so lonely, and none of it means you’re a failure or a burden. You’re showing incredible strength by still reaching out and sharing your story, and even though it feels like no one sees you, your life and struggle matter deeply.
