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Its been 2 years that im living in italy right now And back in my home town When i was 18 l couldn't study for the entrance exam of the university because i was a slow mind or that's what i think I hate studying and in this country (italy) I am just passing my exams by cheating because i am lazy I never had lot of friends growing up i used to stutter sometimes because i was scared I used to get bullied alot I never had girlfriends or a social life And I always struggle having no confidence I cannot and I don't know how to talk to people Nobody likes me in this city And I'm alone I really hate to be alone and i just gave up on it l am sad most of the time I don't enjoy anything anymore I cannot think positive.

Sometimes I really wish i had a good life and i was social happy having a lot of friends or a girlfriend But I really cannot

Sometimes i feel like im cursed

Because I have never done

Sometimes i feel like im cursed

Because I have never done something good in my life At least up to now When I think about it I feel good it's like im living inside of my mind I regret about them all most of the time I feel like I cannot do anything else