The bull
just1angel
January 23rd
Why do I feel like everything I've done was for nothing when I feel like there is no point anymore there's any purpose anymore it's all just fake was it , was it all fake was my life just another soul that wasn't meant to be created I feel like I am empty inside out I can't cry I can't smiled I can't be happy I can't feel anything the only thing I feel is my heart ripping apart from my chest the only feeling I feel is pain and loneliness I am tired I am so tired it's like eating the same meal for year's I grow tired of it I feel like there's isn't any way out I just wanna close my eyes and never wake up that will be the most beautiful thing to happen but it doesn't happen why can't I find peace is it to much to ask for or is it because I dont deserve it because I dont understand what's wrong with me anymore I can't take the pain anymore it hurts so much I wish I could cry so I can let it out why can't I feel normal.
toughTiger6481
January 23rd
@just1angel
there is no such thing as Normal. the definition varies by each person.
Many people are going through similar thoughts and feelings like you have described here. We do not often get the chance to see if or what difference we make to others etc. We may feel we are not doing much and all around us others are happy etc... but often we do not see behind the mask and they are struggling too.
if you want change be the change.
