The thoughts r back
I havent been on here for a while, mainly cause ive been getting better but suddenly i again feel just *** the thoughts are back, idk what caused it, so many things have happened, a girl suddenly became aggressive towards me when me and my bf finally revealed were tg, she likes him n just idk, another thing is ive been so exhausted from driving lessons, i had my first lesson yesterday and i have to eat dinner at 5pm now two days a week, i get home extremely late, my routine has been messed up. It all happened so fast. I genuinely dont know how to deal with it anymore, i mean what the *** am i even supposed to do about the girl? Shes popular and stuff and im randomly just disliked, i havent done anything to anyone in my class but suddenly theyre being somewhat aggressive towards me, its overwhelming considering ive been a ghost in my class this whole time. I dont want any kind of friendship w the girls in my class ive always just wanted a neutral relationship where we talk only when absolutely necessary.
@gonerlair
I'm sorry this girl was jealous and aggressive
You didn't deserve that.
Try to focus on you and your bf, and let her deal with her own issues 🩷
The driving sounds intense but I hope it gets easier.
Your progress has not been ruined 🩷
I hope you feel better soon 🩷
I’m really sorry it feels like everything hit you at once. It makes sense that your thoughts would get louder when your routine changed and there’s drama at school. That’s a lot for one person to carry.
About the girl — you don’t actually owe her anything. If you and your bf are solid, her feelings are hers to deal with. You don’t have to fix that.
It sounds like you’re exhausted too, which makes everything feel heavier. Maybe focus on getting your routine a bit steadier first — sleep, food, small breaks. When we’re worn down, our brains get louder and meaner.
I’m glad you came back here instead of keeping it in. What do you feel like is hitting you the hardest right now — the social stuff or the exhaustion?
The drama with the girl definitely , its kind of causing problems in my relationship now
