Tired n lonely ~
I’m actually rly tired
I feel this coming n then I just can’t I just get sad n empty…
Currently watching Christmas episode in one series🙏🏻
Let’s fight
Hard when nobody sees ur progress although if I made sense, it’s hard to say…
But like, nobody here to tell u how proud they are of u…”
It’s so saaaad
It hits me more when I get tired…
Usually I clean, do some gifts n stuff that needs to be done … I write where I need to ask for things n so on…
Tv in background always keeps me company…
But the isolation of not being able to tell this someone close is…..
Crushing💔
I know ppl like me, understand❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
And I appreciate u guys~
@livbinny i relate to that feeling, i used to be so lively and now i feel my insides are crumbling bcz of emptiness , i need to have music playing from the moment i wake up to the moment i go back to sleep. Really hoping that feeling goes away like it never existed from my life and people like me
I totally get it. Honestly I always felt like you know I always saw people as good so like if this happened to you like I always thought the people are like you know good because I was positive person just being yourself being all bubbly and all they did was they used my positive energy, but I wasn’t aware like to help boundaries or limit. I was just giving I was this active person and they were more like passive or they took more from me and it left me with nothing at all. I feel like only time can get away to something I mean I feel like coping it’s not really useful I would say because I still feel sad you know like oh I have to do this. Do you know cope with the pain but it doesn’t always work so I just come here and I say it all down I totally get that you go back to sleep, I do it too. I don’t really wake up in the morning because what would I do….?
We can sleep more I don’t think that’s bad. It’s actually good to sleep, but it’s honestly when people leave you and it feels like you always come home with nothing….
@livbinny life was good and i was very happy but suddenly every thing just started going downhill , i was failing classes, broke up with my boyfriend, lost friends one by one and now its just nothing. No matter how hard i try to be positive i end up crying over how bad things are right now. I have a very hard time trusting people now, bcz when i need them, they are gone...
yeah same season …
self pity n stuff hits hard when all ppl leave
they were never genuine
it’s growth n wisdom to set boundaries but I get how hard it is now for u too!!
