What's wrong with me?
Mika404
June 26th, 2025
Hygiene feels like a mountain. Just another tiring thing loud in my head.
My friend said she doesn't think we can stay friends for longer than a few more years if I don't get professional help, she said I'd pull her down.
She says I'm depressed. My doctor says "it's just the lack of iron and the internet addiction, cause teens have that phase".
Cool, thanks for nothing. I've apparently been in a suicidal phade for years then, when's it gonna be over?
When will the urge to tear my skin off go away, and when can I stand up for myself without hating myself as much as everyone around me does?
I have no *** clue. I don't know what I need, or if I really need anything other than stop being a whiny idiot and to get some discipline.
Voodvins
June 27th, 2025
@Mika404 There is pain in your words, and it seems to me that you do not have a very positive attitude towards yourself. Yes, your situation is difficult, but your friend. She behaves strangely. Is she trying to support you? If people think you are strange and wish you healing just like that, without understanding - you do not need to keep them in your life. If this is sincere advice, with understanding and a desire to help - then it is a different matter. But no matter what situation you are in, you should not consider yourself bad, wrong, etc. You are in a difficult situation, yes. Something is going wrong, yes. But you have the right to live a normal life, change the situation and be happier. Don't you?
