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Mika404
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Should I report to HR?
Work & Career / by Mika404
Last post
 August 18th, 2025
...See more I've been apprentice in a bigger company for 2 years now. We're 13 apprentices in total. 3 of them are one of the biggest reasons as for why I don't like my job. They've been behaving disrespectful, say sexist, sexual or bullying things, and it's at the point at which I dread work every single day when I know I need to engage with them. I have maybe 30 screenshots from their behavior on my new phone, and made a file where I write down what they say in person. "Jokes" about me *** off teachers or my boss to get more sick leaves and homeoffice without consequences, "jokes" about how I should engage sexually with our boss to get our office favours, or just generall mocking. Another thing is the way they frame me as the laziest person there is, cause I don't do my work the way they like or the way it helps them, even though officially I souldn't even ened to share my work. I'm antisocial, I get shaky and hot when I need to defend myself or merely a point. Maybe it has nothing to do with that, but it's the onyl way I get it. Maybe it's also because I've been bullied as a kid, that i'm too sensitive? Problem isy the other apprentices really like the 3 that make me dread everyday, cause with them they're light and cool, and all know their humour. I'm scared they'd all speak against me just to protect their friends. In addition, 2 of the 3 I'm talking about already have a warning for being drunk at work and damaging a wall heavily. I'm thinking about sensing a mail to HR to have a confidential conversation. Just to show them only parts of what's going on, and how unsafe I feel. While still telling them to keep my name out of it unless there's serious measures to keep them away from me. Cause even though it feels unlogical, based on the things they say sometimes I'm at the point at which I cannot stop fearing they'll one day get so mad they'll hold me down, violate me and take pictures for humiliation. It's s dumb thought, but I genuinly don't feel safe with these people. Should I tell HR about this confidentially and pray they'll get heavy consequences? In a bit switzerland company, what are realistic measures for apprentices with partislly already have warnings?
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Coworkers.
Work & Career / by Mika404
Last post
 August 16th, 2025
...See more Hey, I've been getting a lot of sick leaves the oast 2 years od my apprenticeship. On top of that, I probably get most homeoffice out of all of my coworkers, because I ask more. My boss knows I'm mentally not that well. My coworkers think he lets me do whatever I want cause he dated an apprentice before, and likes the ladies a bit more, apparently. Now they keep getting madder and really toxic about how unfair it is and about how I do whatever I want. And I get that. I understand they feel it's unfair, and I know I need to get better. And I really would explain to them that I hardly spend a week without suicidal thoughts, that I'm looking for a psychologist to help me, cause those thoughts and other things have been going on for years now, and that I ohysicslly can't breathe oe get out of bed sometimes. But they'd just mock it. Tell me to grow up and start acting like an adult. I don't know what to do. I ignored their last texts from today, in which they're really mad at me for calling in sick today - second time this week. It's fair, but I already feel like ***, which is WHY I DIDNT MAKE IT, and each time I rwad a text of theirs I have that huge dread in my gut. So maybw they think I'm laughing, ignoring them and lazing around happily - but It's really the opposite. I don't know how to make this calm doen. It's eirher I answer - and they keep stressing me - or I keep ignoring them over the weekend and need to explain myself in person monday, shaking and stumbling over my words - but that's probably gonna happen either way.
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What's wrong with me?
Depression Support / by Mika404
Last post
 June 27th, 2025
...See more Hygiene feels like a mountain. Just another tiring thing loud in my head. My friend said she doesn't think we can stay friends for longer than a few more years if I don't get professional help, she said I'd pull her down. She says I'm depressed. My doctor says "it's just the lack of iron and the internet addiction, cause teens have that phase". Cool, thanks for nothing. I've apparently been in a suicidal phade for years then, when's it gonna be over? When will the urge to tear my skin off go away, and when can I stand up for myself without hating myself as much as everyone around me does? I have no *** clue. I don't know what I need, or if I really need anything other than stop being a whiny idiot and to get some discipline.
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I've never been that far before
Depression Support / by Mika404
Last post
 January 13th, 2025
...See more Cleaning up my room, getting dressed, taking a shower, writing down a location to end it, and getting into the train. I've thought about doing that recently.
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Helloooo
Self-Esteem / by Mika404
Last post
 January 8th, 2025
...See more New here, this thread sounds like what's the base of all of my problems :D
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