When?
When do things become better?
When do the thoughts stop?
How do you take control?
Do you believe in second chances?
Do you deserve a second chance in life?
The pain you are suffering, it's deserved isn't it?
These are the questions I am constantly asking myself on a daily basis and I'm slowly losing motivation, the fight inside me to conquer them.
I fear I'm alone in my own thoughts constantly as I fear I'm a burden against others who are trying to support me. I'm scared of the unknown and how life is going to treat me going forward if I don't take a hold of it now.
@sensitiveShip936 *** thinking. Thinking sucks.
There are 5 things your body needs to be happy: Food, sun, sleep, movement, and hygiene. Ask yourself right now, what do you need?
You should always keep those 5 things in mind. It's impossible to be happy without them.
As for purpose... don't overcomplicate. Try things that interest you. Say yes when people invite you. Do things that make you happy. Research things you don't know about yet. Be curious. Think about what you value. Think about ehat you're good at. Think about what you could do everyday for the rest of your life and not get bored. Search up how to find what you want to do. Take life as it comes but don't wait to seek out opportunities. The world is at your feet :)