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Depression Support / by sensitiveShip936
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 June 24th, 2025
...See more When do things become better? When do the thoughts stop? How do you take control? Do you believe in second chances? Do you deserve a second chance in life? The pain you are suffering, it's deserved isn't it? These are the questions I am constantly asking myself on a daily basis and I'm slowly losing motivation, the fight inside me to conquer them. I fear I'm alone in my own thoughts constantly as I fear I'm a burden against others who are trying to support me. I'm scared of the unknown and how life is going to treat me going forward if I don't take a hold of it now.
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Depression Support / by sensitiveShip936
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 June 15th, 2025
...See more Has anyone got by advice regarding my thoughts and how to nullify them or take control? I was driving today and I appeared to get angry and upset with myself basing off my recent actions that I have caused and I was extremely emotional overloading all emotions at once. I fear that one day these intrusive thoughts take over what's going on upstairs and I lose the battle and in a sense 'give up' but, I also fear the consequences it faces with friends and family around me. I NEED HELP
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Depression Support / by sensitiveShip936
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 June 14th, 2025
...See more This may not be tailored to everyone to read however I appreciate anyone reading and offering any assistance if possible as I am currently dealing with an on going police investigation regarding allegations against myself and my mind fears the worst of everything such as the final outcome, public knowledge, losing family, friends, work and myself with my own thoughts. These thoughts started 8 years ago but, I had a lot of distractions in my life involving my partner, friends, family and hobbies. Now I have lost majority of the above and it is all self inflicted and it makes me feel even worse as I don't have answers as to why. I have already tarnished the only thing that kept me going which was my relationship with my ex partner and her daughter whom I was what is known as a father figure too. I have ruined it all and thrown it all away and I'm struggling to come to terms with why I did it and I want guidance and answers on how to understand the severity of everything as a whole as that is another issue im struggling to deal with. Recently my thoughts have been intrusive and I've considered taking my own life over the course of the past week or so with the severity of all what is going on and it's painful to deal with as I fear I am alone in my own head everyday. Thank you for reading this far if so.
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